What? Too Woo-Woo For You?

So, a quick note about writing before we get to the actual writing portion of the program:

As prescribed, I have been writing - during a session earlier this year with a renowned numerologist, it was suggested that I write for "just 10 minutes a day," and I've been doing it, in my journal, nearly faithfully. I actually look forward to it because it helps me to process my experiences and to make sense out of life in these times.  There is comfort in my personal pages.

But, the Universe keeps nudging me to write publicly and, okay....whatever.  I'll do it.  And, earlier today, in my journal, I had to come to grips with why it's so not appealing for me to write out loud.  It's a juicy combo of real and un-truths:

• I don't have anything worth sharing.  My stories are mundane and uninteresting - in order for me to jazz it up, I have to be inauthentic, which doesn't suit me.
• I rather enjoy my anonymity. As much as I might seem to be an open book, it turns out that I'm quite private; I just don't need everyone knowing my shit.  But, since I'm not driven to advise/teach/convince, I've narrowed it down to either sharing my own experiences or writing fiction.  And, fiction doesn't feel like my thing, so that leaves "sharing my experiences."  Yay, me.  Is there a course for Writing To Make The Subtle More Obvious and Interesting?
• There's no point in me simply writing about "the Ascension."  There are quite literally thousands of people writing about it - and much of it is well-delivered. All the more reason for me to...you know it...share my own experience of Awakening as opposed to regurgitating information.  Even if that information has, well, informed my Awakening. (I've never been good with regurgitation.)
• My experience has been special and sacred.  It feels like I can't do it justice with words. I feel protective of it.
• There are some major pieces of my experience that I just can't share publicly - and my story feels incomplete without them.  Hmm.
• Even if/when I blog, I'll still have to journal because it's how I process, so to blog feels like double duty.  It feels a little bit like "work."  Ick.
• I'm probably afraid to reveal more of my 5D multi-dimensional Self.  "What?  Too woo-woo for you?"
• I've got no writing experience or education, so plainly, "I'm not good enough" is running the show here.
• Also, vulnerability.  Eeesh.

So, there are plenty of reasons not to write.

And yet, I have to.  Because, you know....Source.